Sheep Initiation Memory
It is night. A couple of pilots are with me. I have had a little to drink but not enough to make me drunk. We must be doing the sheep initiation thing. Yuk. I'm having trouble getting into position. Standing, I'm too high and kneeling, I'm too short, so I have to do a bit to get into position. I remember touching the top back area of the sheep with my hands and feeling the firmness of the animal and the softness of the wooly padding. I remember giving the animal about two thrusts (if that much) and then feeling utterly revolted. I ended up pulling away from the animal and pushing past the guys and violently throwing up. I hear them laughing.

 think the smell of the animal and the goo was just too much for me to handle. I couldn't do it. It was just too disgusting! I never was able to complete that initiation and apparently asked the guys to never mention it again. I believe it was after this that I changed the initiation to being tied bent over an airplane wing. Or perhaps I gave the option for those like me that thought being with an animal was utterly disgusting even when drinking. All I can think about this is "What the f--k was I thinking?!"