Something Happened in Boelcke's Office Memory

This memory has sexual content.

It is evening. I have gone to Boelcke's room/office to talk with him. The room is not very large. It is dimly lit with the yellow glow of a single lamp. I am standing in the center of the room. On my right is his couch? where I think the lamp is located near. The room is confusing to me. And I think his desk is in front of me and his bed is to the left along the wall near the door. Either way, the center of the room is open and empty. I kept thinking that something is behind me along the wall, which actually could be another bed or low table.

I am not sure, but this may be the evening of the day that I snuck up behind him and pinched him on the butt. I think I was either apologizing, making sure he wasn't mad at me, or trying to explain my behavior. I'm not sure which.

Either way I recall having removed my hat and talking to him about various matters and then some of a rather personal nature.  I'm not sure how this topic came up, but I remember telling him that I thought about sex almost all the time. I just couldn't help thinking about it. It is here where I know something happened of which I can not remember.  I think we were joking around like young men do in sort of a physical way. It got to the point of a wrestling match.

After a bit I ended up with my head up against the wall next to the bed and face down on the bed in a hunched over position.  The Hauptmann got me in a bad position so I resorted to dirty play to get out of it.  I think I grabbed his groin with my left hand and his reaction was so amusing that I couldn't stop laughing.  I wasn't expecting him to make such a fuss.  Then I think my laughter made him even more annoyed. The next thing I know my pants are dropped and I am being being told that, "he would give me something else to think about" and getting spanked again.

I also remember him getting aroused by this action and giving me more than his hand.  I think this was the first time this happened between myself and Oswald Boelcke and it surprised me, but I did not mind too much because stuff like this happened amongst the men.  (Don't forget I also had experienced some rather strange behavior at military school as well.)  It was also obvious that this was not the first time that he had done this either.