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Please note that the memories and artwork contained herein are copyrighted 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008 |
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Garden Stalking Outside in a garden. A garden with plenty of vegetation and it is spring or summer. I'm standing or hiding in the growth! I'm not sure how or why I got to where I am standing. I'm watching Lothar, who is dressed in uniform, and a dark haired woman, who could be Elza. They were walking slowly and talking. Lothar looks serious yet not unhappy. I wait for them to pass further down a little path covered in small pebbles. My intention is to sneak up on them and surprise them. I do fairly well at first, but it is difficult to quickly, quietly stalk someone on a noisy pebble pathway. I get about two yards behind them and Lothar turns around. I try to put on an innocent expression like I was not up to anything. Lothar knows what I was up to, but I'm not sure about the female. She seems to be somewhat amused by my presence. I walk between them a little bit and while I'm explaining something to them using rather animated gestures, they stop and I walk a little further and turn around to them. The sun is shining in my face and I can see the rest of the garden and part of a large greyish structure, which could be a large house. (This could be our house.) It suddenly dawns on me that Lothar and my sister? are not sure what to make of me. I feel a little uncomfortable and suddenly get the impression that I had inadvertently interrupted the two in a private conversation. I suddenly feel somewhat unwanted, so I act like I have to be somewhere and that it is getting late. I go down the path between them and then on alone. I feel uncomfortable inside and my wonderful playful mood has been destroyed. I'm left with the feeling that I've made a complete ass of myself and the uncomfortable feeling is that something is not what I thought it was. My heart feels heavy now. I think I am still wearing the bandage from the head injury. I am standing in the shade of the house close to where a garden bench is placed. I feel very sad for some reason. |