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Church Memory

I'm outside. Leaves are on the ground. Could be late Fall, Winter, or early Spring. Either way it is not too cold out. The day is overcast and the sky has a whitish look to it. I can not tell what time of day it is.

My back is to a very large tree and my arms are tied in a fashion so that they are away from my body and the rope loops around the tree. The tree reminds me of a large old cottonwood though I doubt that it is a cottonwood. I can look up and see the large heavy branches reaching skywards. They are completely bare of foliage.

I don't know how I got tied to the tree and I am unsure where this is located. There are other large trees, but not as big or as special as this one. I don't know why I think this one is special. Leaves cover the ground for the most part.

I can not focus too clearly though I do get the idea that a white building of some kind, either a house or barn is about 9 or 10 o'clock from me and is about 100 yards or less from my position. There is a sense of openess in that area. Directly in front of me is a medium sized tree about 15 feet away. Behind it are more smaller trees and a darker area that I believe is a forest.

Looking to my right at a 3 o'clock position, the dark forested area pulls back a bit and is not as dense. I can not see behind me for obvious reasons.

I keep getting a flash of a girl. She appears to be about 14 years old. She has very long light reddish brown hair. It is very straight and it's length goes past her waist. The front sides of her hair are pulled back and fastened into a bow. It is a very simple hairdo.

The dress she is wearing is long sleeves, very light in color, possibly white, and the length is about mid calf. She is wearing black stockings and shoes. The clothing looks like it is late 1800's or early 1900's. She is about the same height as I am so we are probably close to the same age.

At one point I think she comes up very close to my face and kisses me on the lips. My emotional reaction is strange. I'm not thrilled nor am I angry. I am not shocked either. I keep thinking that she has something to do with me being tied to the tree. But there is no way she could have tied me there by herself and I have not seen anyone else in this memory.

She is talking to me. I think she is telling me that I am self centered and arrogant. I also get the impression she has a crush on me. I am probably about 15 or 16 years old. I think she wants me to like her, but for some reason I don't think I have any serious romantic feelings for her. I think I would have slept with her if she allowed it, but I was not in love with her.
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She wants more from me than what I am willing or capable of giving. I am wondering how long am I going to be tied to this tree.

I test the strength of the rope and it is still too strong to break. I think I ask her when she is going to untie me. She comes up close to me again and throws her arms around my neck and kisses me again. I am not completely comfortable with this.

I also get the impression that she had others tie me to the tree so that she could be alone and talk with me. I can see her face. Her skin is very fair and she has some light freckles on her face. Her eyes are light green. She also has pale eyebrows and light colored eyelashes. Her body frame is delicate and she seems to be very light on her feet. Her nose is small and slightly scooped up like a Barbie doll. Her attentions towards me actually make me feel uncomfortable and I am unsure why I should feel that way. I wonder if she could have been one of the daughters of the school teachers at the academy.

I think she finally untied me and I walked back to where I was supposed to be, which was the direction between the white building and the dark forested area. I think there is a path or small road there.

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