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Please note that the memories and artwork contained herein are copyrighted 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007 |
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I love to paint and draw in this life. I think I may have painted in previous lives, but not as Manfred. I have the strong impression that I was forbidden such activities as drawing or painting. They did not fit in what my papa wanted. I have memory flashes of an argument with papa. He came into a room that I was working in. I believe the room was in my parents home. The floor is hardwood and the walls a plain white. A window lets in midday light. The room does not seem too familiar to me. I seem to wear mostly white shirts and grey trousers. I am about 11 years old. While I was thinking about what I was wearing, I got the flash of wearing a sweater that was a pullover and was a dark color like dark grey or blue. I wasn't wearing it that day. But I did wear it from time to time. Back to the original topic.... I think I was making something and papa came in and said something disapproving. This upset me and things went downhill from there. I don't know for sure, but I do get images of a portrait of a girl with long brown hair wearing a pink dress. I think it is "little Marget." I feel as though the result of the conversation was that he did not want me wasting my time on frivolous activities such as painting. It was not what he wanted me to do. While typing this in for the website, I get the feeling that this picture painting may have been done after I was told not to see her anymore. |
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