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Please note that the memories and artwork contained herein are copyrighted 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011 |
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Siegfried's room at night I think I am about 14 or 15 years old, and I am lying in bed. It is night time. The windows are open and I can hear the insects, birds, animals, wind, and anything else that moves about during the night. It is very peaceful and warm. I need only a bed sheet to cover me if that. I am wide awake and cannot seem to fall asleep. I feel very restless. My mind is wandering through many thoughts as I gaze about the bedroom. The walls are all medium hued wood paneling and my bedroom furniture is all a nice matching wood that goes well. I keep my bedroom very neat. The head board of the bed is up against wall and to my left are two good sized and tall windows. The window have double curtains – the heavy winter curtains are pulled aside and only the whispy white curtains are pulled carelessly across the window and occasionally a soft breeze will come into the open window and move them a little. They look a little ghostly. There is a wooden box at the foot of the bed for storing stuff. The wall opposite of the bed has a door close to the outer wall that leads somewhere. The door is very narrow. I half think it is to a bathroom. Then next to this narrow recessed door along that wall going towards the interior of the house is a piece of furniture that has clothing and a mirror. It's an odd piece of furniture. It's like a cross between an armoire and a dresser with a mirror. (I have not seen anything like it during my current life time.) I keep a lot of my regularly worn clothing in this piece of furniture. Past this piece of furniture is a recessed doorway that leads out of my room. The wall continues a bit further and there is something standing there, but I cannot focus on it. A painting also hangs on that wall. It is some kid of landscape. Then the wall that is opposite of the windows has another very large armoire with double doors and next to that is a chair and I get the impression that I often will sit on that chair and pull on my riding boots. Then there is another piece of furniture in the corner. The bed has a nightstand on the side that is not next to the window. The is also wood panels, but there are is a series of squares that recessed with a molding that surrounds all the square panels. I don't see a light on the ceiling, but there are two wall sconces on the window walls and another by he recessed entry doorway. I am feeling so restless. It would be more fun to get up and walk around out in the woods on a night like this. I think I have a yearning for companionship. My thoughts are of a sexual nature. The sheets feel very soft and comfortable against my body – I sleep in the nude. I keep thinking about some girl and it is driving me nuts. I just want to fall asleep. I toss about trying to get comfortable and fall asleep. My thoughts keep turning to the girl. I wish she were in bed with me. |
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